I knew you were just a new boy
stranger in this town ,did you by chance
feel just like a toy?
did you have still love to someone to envoy?
but after a while love here you tried to enjoy
but it was all useless since your heart was already contaminated
with endless lies which were repetedly mistaken
at an innocent age your heart forsaken
and your heart broken
as your judgement was mistaken
was it then that your heart did become unable to love?
started to steal everbody else’s feelings and
nourrish on their naiveness
laugh at their necessity to build their own nest
where to go and rest like birds
bringing home to their children
their trophies of love
the impulse to have a family
even in animals finds its legitimacy
so why can’t you be with me
just in your fantasy?
what big wound did cause this damage in you
who have no curfew
no boundaries no simpathy
that would entangle you to another
human being
I know you are not the only case in human race
to hide his face
from love afraid of being captured like a prisoner
but this i have remarked in you so far
a peculiar reluctancy to love, like a warrior in a battle
who won’t give up the fight with stuborness
unwilling to let the enemies prey on his homeland
persisting in striving with his gang
to prevent others on their praries command
do you have any memories of wickedness
ruling your soul oh dark dark scream in the night
wander with fright
lost ,no arms to pick you up
lovingly and soothe you
still a child and already a frozen man
with its heart closed who always ran
where did your mother go lad?
you are always in this stiffness clad
let me be your loving mother and your wounds heal
some love from you steal
always justifying your weakness
with some higher level ideology
which revealed itself to be just a utopy
but it was already late to live a life normally
have you understood now what is your mistake finally?
I would like to be there with you to see
how is it now,have you changed your mind?
did you learn anything?
to be grateful for the love that is being given you even if
you are just passively receiving it like a one way train
from me to you who can’t figure out what to do
to be finally be loved by you
alas there’s nothing we can do
the destiny is you who have already
decided to let your eyes wander quickly
in search of someone new.
